Do you worry about how you look to others?

How you feel to yourself?

ME TOO!!

Sometimes it is just annoying and I drive myself NUTS!!!

I clicked on a random post of mine called OBSERVATIONS…

Interesting to read!!

In the last year I have taken a test that my pastor suggested for us at church called the DISC test. After taking it I have been able to better see my personality in action.

…well at least become AWARE!!

It is amazing how much we HUMANS just don’t see ourselves. We are too busy looking at what others are doing and how they are reacting.

OBSERVATIONS was my shot at capturing what I was seeing in me in words :

https://starleeta.wordpress.com/2010/05/24/observation/

 

It is also wild that when I wrote it I hadn’t taken the test …but I talk about key issues of my personality. The test was so right on! and helpful to me.

It was so freeing to know that I am not a terrible person because these things keep happening to me…I found out I was made to think this way and my test and trial is learning how to work with what God gave me to His glory and not mine.

Maybe you struggle with the same issues??

“looking stupid”  –so you hide or not say anything because you fear someone will see you as dumb.

“nitpicking” –negativity, seeing what’s missing

“being vulnerable” – sharing your heart, fear of rejection.

“talking down to self” – guilt and shame placed on self from a evil monster within that wont let you be who you are.

If you do —your not alone. :0)

 

Starla