I want my life to matter for Christ
I want to touch people with my writing
I want to know the back story to everything
I believe that what goes on outside ourselves
is in direct relation to what goes on inside ourselves
and without finding all that out
we cant make it out of the drama, trauma and bahama mamma’s
See growing up my Mother was an alcoholic
so I never went the bahama mamma route to hide my pain
so that left Drama & Trauma
Both of which I became very fluent
I threw myself under the bus more times than I could count
throwing myself to the wolves
abandoning myself & letting unsafe people hear my heart
causing many scars and much pain
And Drama …well there was no end to the chaos I could create
out of my fears, worries, doubts and suspicion
IF NOT FOR CHRIST
Who has changed my life and given me a mission
To live my life as an example of one who overcomes.
Sharing my story with others to encourage them
to live fearlessly in the face of every struggle,
that I might be faithful in all He asks,
moving forward through trusting in His love.
Starla
