Procrastinator

Lately I have this conversation that I need to have with someone. It is a hard conversation. It involves deep seated feelings and I keep putting it off. I really dont want to have this conversation but if I dont I will not be able to let these feeling have closure. I want to move…

The “I want something caller”

Ever get those calls from people who NEVER call you. They say ” Hi, How you been? I was just wondering how you were doing?” Then like 5 minutes into the conversation the truth comes out of their mouth. Really they just wanted to know if your big stong hard-working husband who worked 13 hours…

Vulnerable

Being vulnerable is a scary thing. Letting what you really think and feel be revealed. So often we are wrapped up in if what we are going to say is going hurt someone, so instead of being of raw truth we sheild them. We dont speak clearly. Then pull some head trip blame game in…

The In-Between

Living in the in-between is a strange place to be. You feel that dissatisfaction with what your life is …and yet you are thankful for where you are. This place feels a bit on the boring side. The answers to most of your questions seem to end in “I dont know.” You just know you…

Reflection

You ever look at yourself and wonder who the hell am I? This is where I am finding myself lately. Like waking up from a bad dream and wondering where did I go? Where have I been all these years? Lying dormant underneath the face the world sees is a wild haired women who just…

Being YOUrself

In learning to be me. I am learning that there are alot of us like this. Wrapped up in tight little buds. Afraid to become that flower that we are. So what, If I dont like all the things that you do? We can all still get along. I like to sing and dance. I…