Family

Family is a blessing and can be a gift to our lives. BUT family…they have something that others do not have…BEING NOSY….family is one group that can just get all up in your business when you dont want them to…they dont know when to mind thier own business….and yet if they do mind their own…

PICKY

Ok…so I’m selective. I like who I like….and well the rest…I just dont really think about. I enjoy the company of a few close friends and well that is about it. Not that I am not up for meeting new people or anything. I just like to go slow. I can be a little slow…

COMPANY

Enjoying the company of others is a great gift…but enjoying the company of yourself is a blessing that never ends…for where ever you are – there you are and you never get away from yourself. I recently, over the past year have developed the enjoyment of myself. Spending time alone. I use to loathe such…

NOW

Finding that I am trying to stay in the current moment more often than in falling off into the past of what was and what could have been if this…if that, or into the future of what could be or fantasy la la land. Although sometimes it is fun to run in those areas. I…

An odd feeling

I walked into my house…someone asked me a question…i was overwhelmed with three distinct emotions. Guilt, Irritation, and Disappointment. At first I just left the room and began to ponder what I thought about how I felt. I recieved these dagger eyes also. Guilt…This was the kind that is impressed upon you for not doing…

Deep

Down to the basics…your fundamental building blocks. That is where I am…introspective…deep feeling…missing something…alone. I write this and I want to erase it for it is too meloncholic…but I am. Noticing if left alone I dive deeper and deeper and deeper…coming for a bit for air. I am not my feelings…they just are…and so I…