Ok…so I’m selective. I like who I like….and well the rest…I just dont really think about. I enjoy the company of a few close friends and well that is about it. Not that I am not up for meeting new people or anything. I just like to go slow. I can be a little slow…
COMPANY
Enjoying the company of others is a great gift…but enjoying the company of yourself is a blessing that never ends…for where ever you are – there you are and you never get away from yourself. I recently, over the past year have developed the enjoyment of myself. Spending time alone. I use to loathe such…
An odd feeling
I walked into my house…someone asked me a question…i was overwhelmed with three distinct emotions. Guilt, Irritation, and Disappointment. At first I just left the room and began to ponder what I thought about how I felt. I recieved these dagger eyes also. Guilt…This was the kind that is impressed upon you for not doing…
Deep
Down to the basics…your fundamental building blocks. That is where I am…introspective…deep feeling…missing something…alone. I write this and I want to erase it for it is too meloncholic…but I am. Noticing if left alone I dive deeper and deeper and deeper…coming for a bit for air. I am not my feelings…they just are…and so I…
Understanding
It comes from listening …not from knowing….It comes from hearing…not from speaking….It comes when the light is on …not in darkness….It comes within…when you are open.
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