Down to the basics…your fundamental building blocks. That is where I am…introspective…deep feeling…missing something…alone. I write this and I want to erase it for it is too meloncholic…but I am. Noticing if left alone I dive deeper and deeper and deeper…coming for a bit for air. I am not my feelings…they just are…and so I…

Ever get those calls from people who NEVER call you. They say ” Hi, How you been? I was just wondering how you were doing?” Then like 5 minutes into the conversation the truth comes out of their mouth. Really they just wanted to know if your big stong hard-working husband who worked 13 hours…

In learning to be me. I am learning that there are alot of us like this. Wrapped up in tight little buds. Afraid to become that flower that we are. So what, If I dont like all the things that you do? We can all still get along. I like to sing and dance. I…

 I find it interesting that we search without ourselves for LOVE…and when we meet our husbands and wives…we find some satisfaction in companionship….but when we “FIND GOD” we begin to tell ourselves inside that we are LOVED by HIM…we read about what LOVE HE has for us…and we feed ourselves this LOVE…by reminding ourself and…