Deep

Down to the basics…your fundamental building blocks. That is where I am…introspective…deep feeling…missing something…alone. I write this and I want to erase it for it is too meloncholic…but I am. Noticing if left alone I dive deeper and deeper and deeper…coming for a bit for air. I am not my feelings…they just are…and so I…

Understanding

It comes from listening …not from knowing….It comes from hearing…not from speaking….It comes when the light is on …not in darkness….It comes within…when you are open.

Obey

God will break you open and shine the light you have within you if you are willing to be a fool for him, willing to lose your life. If you are willing to walk on by his direction. If you are willing to obey God voice and not the voice of logic. Man can only…

A bit of me

I am a quiet person..tend to think that I like to be loud. I really like to write and share my feeling because I can pour out in words the feelings I have in pictures …I dont really like to explain what they mean..they just are. Its really hard to articulate my deep emotions into…

Alarm

Let me rail…and freak…and exaggerate the sights and sounds just to alarm you, so that I feel important. It is simply FEAR….I wont live by FEAR…caution…now that, I can live with. BUT FEAR has no place for my feet. Afraid of life —no one will fully live that way. Watch those PERCEPTIONS…..

Celebrating

Today is my daughters 11th Birthday Party. I think she likes to make things…She wanted to make her own cake…she made herself Birthday earrings….She wants pudding not frosting so she is making that too. She is enjoying doing things for herself. She seems to be getting more and more independent. She wants a family party…